Soooo, Im not the only POAS queen out there hey!!!????

FGS, I promised not to POAS next time but I had my toes crossed as I was typing.
When I got all of my Neg's in the cycle it did make me feel worse and worse everyday, and yes I did loose hope in the end, but it did help me accept and be at peace with the result, before the dreaded phonecall, especially since the Crinone held off AF for me.
In saying that, when I did go for my bloods last Fri, I still held on to even a 1%chance it could sill be positive, even though deep down I knew It wasnt........the phonecall still does make you hit reality with a bit of a thump, prob just not as hard.
(is too early to know still FGS X)

Don't underestimate the side effects of that Crinone girls, I had the whole list.


On a more brighter note, you all deserve to be spoilt rotten, be happy and so very excited, you are all being so so strong!XXXX