Hey Guys...

BJ - I don't know about the Estrogen patches... I am normally one of those people who want to know everything about everything... but with this - I am almost happier being in the dark so that I don't keep overanylysing things (it's not working.. lol)

MF and MC - so nice to see you pop your head back in the 'madhouse' - good to see you're both doing better

LEABIE - that will teach you for buying dodgy HPT haha... I don't yet have a favourite... maybe the First Response Early Response ones.. but actually, I am sure the first on that ever registers a BFP for me will be my new 'favourite'

SHAREE - I know what you mean about riding other peoples 'waves' - seriously... when I was in here with MC and MF - it was a complete rollercoaster and I was totally gutted when I read the 'results' emails that I was bawling my eyes out.

AFM - still no AF... weird browny/pinky crinone bits still... and I thought it was getting a bit heavier yesterday, so I called the clinic. they said if theres no full-flow by Saturday to still come in for a BT - but not to get my hopes up... OK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! You know, if it's over, I just want it to be OVER... I dont want to have to toddle off at 7am on a Saturday morning for a BT that I have to wait all day for the result of.. and then... the other thing... is I still hold that teeny, tiny bit of hope..!

Lol... I just realised my Ticker is wrong... it says 1 day til testing.... but it's 2 days...

L x