FGS - I kind of agree with your decision actually. I read your post a couple of times. I think the only reason that POAS is so discouraged is because it is all so early for us in IVF land and getting a neg result that may not be correct would get you down and not staying positive for your body.....but then, on the other hand if the neg result is correct then at least you are somewhat prepared. Honey I think you should do whatever you have to do and really we shouldn't let anyone tell us otherwise. If your tests are neg but then get a positive result at BT then what a way to be picked up again hey. But if they are right I was very glad to see you write...."next time" This is my 3rd and I'm sorry to say it doesn't get easier, right now I am having 100 emotions in a day. Convinced that this is the one, then convinced that it hasn't worked just like the others.....but no matter how hard it is and no matter how I can't imagine picking myself up from another disappointment....I can't give up. And obviously neither can you. Don't rule this one out just yet though ok, it's good to be prepared but you have to keep a little bit of hope.
I also wanted to know about your estrogen patch? Obviously estrogen is a problem for me leading up to EPU, and effects my egg numbers, do you think it could also be a reason why my embies don't stick (yet)? My FS has never given me estrogen support and now I'm kind of wondering why??

Sharee - I know what you mean, I just went from having the most awesome day and feeling so positive to bursting into tears. But I guess you hit the nail on the head....we can't do anything to help. I guess we just have to wait. xxx