I am sorry.. I am so painfully aware of everyone's suffering at the moment, and so wish I could help with so profound words to take it all away.. .The only thing I can think is that as you are all younger than me, you have PLENTY more time to keep going!.. Does that help.. mmmm.. I hope but unlikely I guess.

.. i am going bananas.. I am obsessing far more than ever done before... looking up all sorts of symptoms, which I KNOW are most likely due to progesterone.. I have finally been brave enough to actually book my BT today tho. Thats it.. final.. I have been feeling too superstitious to book it too early (well I certainly havn't done that have I!). Bleeding has always started a little b4 the BT.. so I have 2 more sleeps (if you can call them that!).. I might not have any more chances left.. my consultant is in discussion with their biologist to assess whether to stop altogether... so... no pressure then!

Come on .. are you still with me little jiggles.. start jiggling!!!.. like I say, going bananas.

lots of comfort and strength to you all with your losses.. and fingers crossed for you Rustybeth.. BTW my BT is at 12. so better than having to wait ALL day.. at least its only between 4 & 6 hrs wait. Think I will be feeling quite hopeful if I can make it that far!

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