Thanks Janie, for your sweet support.
Yeh, I am in a bit of a funk right now. Thinking- Why can't it all be easier? etc
I guess once we know either way tomorrow, we can move forward on to the next step, whatever that may be.
I am hoping for a surprise tomorrow of course. Just seems unlikely given what my body is doing right now. But trying to cling to hope, and thinking... you just never know.