I must have got some dodgy tests...

After those two that said positive on Thursday, and my really positive appt. with the dr on Friday, plus all the symptoms, I thought I was pregnant

I got a positive yesterday, but it was so faint. My heart kind of sank. It must have been the trigger giving a false +? Though wouldn't I have gotten a + on Wednesday.... I dunno, whatever it was, I'm definately not buying the Forelife brand again.

So after my faint positive, already disappointed that it was fainter than Thursday's, AF arrived about two hours after I did the HPT. I was kinda hoping it was implantation, even though at 16DPO, it was too late and I knew it, but it was so light, which is unusual for me as usually it is consistently heavy from day 1. Well, the lightness didn't last long, and then the cramping started ouch!. Took panadol at 12, no relief by 2, so took some neurofen... still no relief, so had to take some of my superstrong pain relief so I could get to sleep. Even then, that only lasted a few hours, and I was up again. *ouch* Have a lot of cramping again this morning, and a terrible pain in my back, almost my kidneys (probably need to drink my water I'd say), and the bleeding is extremely heavy still so I am definately not pregnant, even though I have the positive test staring me in the face every time I walk into the bathroom. I need to throw it out...

We had a bit of a cry, and went to drown our sorrows with Maccas on the beach. There was a kiteboarding group down in the water, so that was fun to watch. Then we came home. We watched some movies, then the footy (WOOOOOOOO Bunnies won!!!! Watch out, we're coming back!!!!). We cooked a roast dinner, which was really yummy, and I sat outside and watched my seedlings for a while (they didn't do anything lol, but I find it calming).

And now back to square one... Clomid CD2-6 (tonight), still only 25mg as I ovulated last time on 25mg, and FS doesn't want to risk OHSS (especially since I did actually ovulate on 25mg). And then a scan on CD13 (Friday 07-09-07).