Ailsia, Ellie, I am so sorry girls. I am sending lots of positive thoughts your way during my meditation and visualisation exercises.

Em, Mel, Rols and DW, how are you guys going?

Mel - if work won't do anything there are a whole group of women (and our favourite male) in here with hormones raging through them that I am pretty sure would be quite scary for him hehehe. What a D@!$%H^%$!D!

Me - I have been doing my best to relax up on the (now sunny) NSW north coast. I am getting pretty tired a lot, really sore BB (which I don't get when AF is coming) occassional cramps, nusea and faint spells.....don't know if it is the hormones or maybe pregnant. Trying not to get my hopes up.

Talking of signs I have a friend who is a medium and has read cards for people for about 20 years. The day of my transfer she said she'd had this amazing dream that was really clear. She dreamt I was standing under an arch all coverd with flowers and it was all misty. I was peering out into the mist and this little brown haired boy came and jumped into my open arms and kind of dissolved into my stomach and I was pregnant! She woke up straight away and said it was so vivid she had to write it down to tell me. Even stranger though...when I told DH he said he had asked a friend in Canada who does lots of visualistion and meditation to do some for us. He uses arches all the time in his visualisations. I asked my friend and she said she had never seen an arch in hers. DH had asked his friend the same day she had the dream! I am soooo hoping this is a sign!

(no point me looking at my vege garden as a sign...I am hopeless!)

Anyway good luck to everyone and take care....lets hope for some BFP's in here soon!

Cheers
Shelly

PS I have still not bought a HPT...VERY proud of myself!