yeah thats another thing bg, i am a little worried that i wont want to do it, not while i feel so yukky down there iukwim. but then i would feel really bad not doing it, my dp works away from home, just like your dp and so its not very often we get to share theses "special moments" so i would feel horrible to say no to him

dp would never force me to do something i dont want to do, he isnt like that at all and i know he would understand if i dont want to do it, and there are other ways to be close and loving with out actually dtd.

fs told me that if i get a bfp i will have to stay on these pessaries for 11 weeks, poor dp will feel like his throats been cut ha ha ha but i dont think he will care, he will be to excited cos he will be a daddy soon