O BW, sorry that you are having a bad day. Hope you feel better soon.
Me *VENT* ahead, sorry girls, I dont do this to often.
As some of you know im very near 40, 3 weeks actually! and if I wasnt pregnant by then i was going to stop. Today Im very very sad, af turned up bang on 28 days. I really thought this was the month, had some symptoms,so I have landed really heavy to say the least. I dont know what to do!! I thought I had it sorted, and would be happy to move on if it didnt happen, but Im sitting here devestated. What if it is never going to happen. I thought after the Lap back in july i would fall easy, duh was I wrong. Its now 19 months, 3 miscarriages and nothing. Im so disappointed. Dont know where to go. My Doc seems happy enough to let me wait alittle more b4 anything else... HULLO!! all my test reveal nothing is wrong. I have heard many times on other posts that girls in there mid 30's are worried about there eggs, and i think O my what about mine. Our DS is nearly 3. I had him when I was 37 no trouble at all. So could things have gone down hill from then. Wouldnt tests tell me if something else was wrong. Prog test reveal all is ok...
O am so sorry for the long post. Im just glum glum today and I normally pick up and feel positive for the next month. But today I just cant... I so want another baby... just so badly... I dont really know how you just say o well lets give up!!
Maybe tomorrow I will feel better.
Also I dont know where I really belong on BB. Being my age and all and running out of time, I dont think I fit in, so hope you dont mind listening to me waffle. Clomid was my next thing , thats why I kinda slotted in here! But am thinking I prob should Buzz off.
Hey all you other beautiful woman, I hope today is going ok, and we see some BFP's very soon. Sorry for no personals.
take care
Last edited by chelle66; November 9th, 2006 at 07:41 AM.
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