Chelle,
I know where you are coming from. When we lost our last baby Luke in September last year I said we would try again for 6 months and if no luck stop. Wellllll, it's November 2006 now! I am still hopeful especially as I now know that there isn't anything really wrong and as my OB said, the Clomid should give me a "kick start". Here's hoping he is right.
Big hugs to you and don't ever be worried to vent!
Debbie