Hi Michelle, Willow, Butterfly and all the others.

:hugs: for you Michelle. I so understand how you are feeling and it is awful. Remember cramping is really normal. I have had it with all 9 of my babies! Of course before I lost any babies I just took it in my stride. Now it sends me into a state of absolute terror - so I can imagine what you are going through.

I am sending out so many positive vibes for your levels to be just beautiful Michelle. I wish I could give you a hug and make you a cuppa so have a cyber hug and a cyber cuppa from me....

Butterfly and Willow you are going to get there. YOU ARE!!!! I wish I could take away all the obstacles for us all ... Sometimes the fear, uncertainty and pain seem too much. Know we are here and even though we are at different parts of the journey we are still doin it together. Okay?

Well, I have had a rotten day. I have had a yellowish discharge - not brown but not clean yellow either. I think it's a tiny bit of old blood mixed with the usual cm. I am so frightened. I have called George but he's at a birth (Message to God: "Please let me feel the joy of giving birth to Eggbert healthy, whole and live...). I am thinking he will ask me to come down and he will do a check. Even though my nt is tomorrow I dont' want to do a 3 hour round trip to the city if something is *wrong*. Say a little prayer for my Eggy if you can...

I will try and come back later and let you all know...