BW - I have no words to make this time any better for you but you will make it. You are stronger than you realise

Deb - my email is available in my profile. Send me a message and I will give you my contact details. I am home alone this week and more than happy to chat. I understand the need to not visit PAML at the moment. I am in that limbo space of not fitting in anywhere. Too scared to get comfortable in PAML, too pregnant to be in my other haunts. Plus I don't want to terrify others with my fears. That is not fair to them.

Ultrasound is booked for Thursday 0930hrs with a sonographer I know so for a positive result. Although the waves of nausea are reassuring today.