I think I'm starting to feel a little better about things... I've booked a follow up appointment with my regular GP for Thursday in case the one I'm seeing on Tuesday doesn't go so well. I'm starting to stop freaking out over everything and generally feeling much, much calmer about things. Still a bit of a way to go before I'm back to my normal self, though.

I've become very aware of two little spots just to each side of my bladder... not exactly painful, but I can certainly feel something there, so I'm starting to think that maybe this clomid thing won't be such a dead loss after all... but my OPK of this afternoon was pretty much blank... I'll just keep testing and see what happens, and I don't think DH will complain about BDing.

I just can't believe how many of us are in complete and utter lows at the moment... I wish I could send a happy fairy to each and every one of us, take away all the hurt, all the stress, all the fear, all the pain so we can just be happy, relaxed and carefree. *sigh*

BW