It's so hard. there's the physical turmoil of TTC and then there's the even bigger emotional turmoil of LTTTC.

when ppl fell pg around me on our journey they only saw the smiles and congratulations, then the cards and baby shower gifts and the smiling visits at the hospital to welcome their new baby.

what they don't see are the mountains of tears and gut wrenching aching that goes on when we are constantly being shown that it is not us. even when they know that you are TTC and have faced losses. it's so hard.
many don't realise how beautiful morning sickness sounds to ppl who have had to travel the road of LTTTC!

hang in there Possums, and yeah like you said, take steps back when you need to. at least that is what i found to be sometimes the best way to get through in the short term day to day.

xx