I felt the same way about not wanting to know I was pg, hoping to avoid hg. But I had a feeling I was before AF was even due this time around. I was too excited & did the test at 3 weeks. It was +ve, but like I said having a boy for me made all the difference. I still threw at least twice a day, but only up to 7 times, not 14 or 15. I could still live.