Thank you to everyone who has responded to my original post. This has been one of the most heartbreaking and difficult experiences in my entire life. I don't think I realised how much I want a baby of our own until I got so far with my last pregnancy.

I have found it tremendously helpful to communicate with other women who know from experience what I am going through. I really don't think other people can understand how devastating it can be...

I have booked in to the recurrent miscarriage clinic at RWH and my appointment is on the 26th of June. It cannot get here soon enough. I have yet to call my OB's office for the results of the pathology tests done on the baby as it's just been too difficult, but I think I will call this week. I am praying they are able to identify something that can be fixed, and that my husband will agree to try again.

I am hopeful after reading some of your stories as well! Again thank you so much - I will let you know what happens!!