Awww Bun I'm so sorry that you are experiencing this again. I can completely understand how you are feeling and don't know if you have the strenght to try again but let me assure you that you are a very strong woman and you will do anything to have a bub in your arms.I have to admit that I felt the same way when I suffered my 2nd m/c too. I was inconsolabe and kept saying that I can't do this anymore but as time passed I felt I was becoming stronger and knew that I'd do anything in my power to have a child.
You need to find a good dr and I'd ask for a referal to a Gyn/ Ob and see what they have to say. I saw another dr when I had my 2nd m/c and asked for a referal to see my Gyn/Ob and my dr refused. I was shattered. I waited another 2 months and saw my regular gp and had no probs whatsoever to get a referal. When I saw Gyn she was very annoyed that I hadn't seen her straight after my m/c so she could carry out any tests etc. So I guess my point is please see another dr who will treat you with respect as you deserve. Take care sweety and know that we are all here for you :hugs: