No sweety your not heartless at all. Its not like you were ttc and then didn’t care whether you lost bubs or not, and you didn’t know you were pg either so it not like you had those happy moments about being pg and then they were taken from you IYKWIM?

Don’t feel bad for not feeling the loss as some might as your circumstances might be different to others. I think the ‘relief’ you feel is because the decision about having another baby was taken out of your hands. But I know in your heart you will remember this bub always - I see it has made it to your sig

Take care
Lisa