Maz I am sorry that you feel you are heartless by the situation you have just been through. You most definetely aren't heartless, you can't blame yourself for something you weren't even aware was going on at the time. You may find somewhere down the track you may have some different feelings about it all & that is fine, it also may not play on your mind much being a busy mum with a newborn bubs around & that is fine too.

You have to do what is right for you & your family & that doesn't mean you are in any way heartless.

Big hugs to you sweetie.