Sarah,

I will be thinking of you tomorrow. Hopefully you will be able to get some more answers in relation to the FVL. It is only natural that you would be nervous about going to see the doctor. Seeing him will probably bring back a lot of memories for you. I was exactly the same when I went back for my 6 week check up with my OB. We had a lot of issues in relation to what had happened to Georgia and were of the opinion that he had been way too casual with me during my pregnancy. We knew that we were going to have to raise those issues with him and quite frankly, we were terrified that the appointment would turn into a confrontation. Once we got there however, we were able to raise our issues and discuss them calmly and rationally and we actually walked out of the building feeling much better afterwards.

I will be keen to hear how you go. Is Rowan able to go with you?

Dinner tonight should be ok. DH is coming too and it will just be the three of us. The friend is actually an old housemate of ours so we are fairly comfortable with her. We'll probably just go to a quiet little Italian restaurant and have some pasta and a nice bottle of red. Nothing too brave from me!

All the best for tomorrow. You will be in my thoughts. Chat soon,