Hi Michelle,

Thanks so much for that. I wish i could give you a big hug too - all you have been through lately.

Thanks for also saying that you think i will feel better when i have a new baby to think about. I am 100% sure that i want one but i sometimes wonder if i am in the right frame of mind IYKWIM. I want to be able to give the best of me to a new baby. Grieving for Katelyn is a long term thing though and i cant wait anymore to have a new baby.

Im glad that i am not the only one who does the pillow thing! LOL. What you said about all the fun of trying is right its just that when you want it to happen you want it to happen. I know that you understand what i mean by that.

Well i hope that you are having a better day than me but thanks for the :hugs: - straight back at you.

Love Sarah