I'm so sorry that you've lost your little one Calluna, my heart breaks for you hun . I was so excited for you when you got your BFP, it's just not fair. I hope that you start to feel better soon physically, emotionally, that will take some time. Sending you many hugs darling and I hope you and your DP start to rebuild your lives slowly. Men deal with pg loss differently, I'm not defending him, maybe he's not dealing with it b/c he doesn't know how to? Big hugs again xoxox