didn't want to have to write in here...

[Antheia]

Oh no! Huni, i was so hoping this was not going to happen. I'm so so sorry. I'm thinking of you and DH during this sad time.

I'm just a PM away if you want to chat at all.

[Nadine]

SJ, I am so sorry to hear your news HUGE for you. I am sooo sorry!

[Lou Lou]

Oh no SJ - I am so sad to hear your terrible news. My heart goes out to you

[SallyJ]

SaraJane, so sorry to hear your sad news.

Regarding the tests etc, from my experience I would suggest you do have them so you can monitor what's going on, though it is a shame that the medical professionals you are dealing with are so dismissive of your concerns. I had no sign that anything was wrong till I went for my nt u/s at 12 1/2 weeks, and saw that bub had passed around 7.5-8 weeks. I opted for d & c to get it over with (and besides, my body was obviously not going to do anything about it - was still growing a placenta for goodness sake!).

[Heaven]

Thankyou all for your beautiful healing words
I'm feeling a bit better.
Had the second blood test yesterday, OUCH!! Didn't have the normal lady, and she gave me a bruise. It has never hurt before, I think the other lady is really good.
Anyway, go to see the Dr on Tuesday for the results and whatever else.
Still only having spotting, so this is day 10 of it. Had none yesterday so I was getting worried thinking it wasn't going to happen and I'd have to have a D&C but this morning when I woke up there's a bit more than usual and some pink spotting which looks hopeful (ok, that sounds really odd but I just want it to be over now). Sorry about the TMI.
I am going to see my acupuncturist on Wednesday so hopefully if nothing has happened he can help. I think I'll ask for a medical certificate from my Dr just to say that it's definately not ok so I can give it to the AP so he doesn't feel weird about trying to help a m/c happen!
Have been temping again but that's not giving me any insight into when it will happen, damn, my temp did dip but for the last few days it's been going up again so no help there.
Ok, well that's all from me, thankyou all!

[butterfly_warrior]

Hang in there, SaraJane. Remember that God is in control...

Hopefully things will get started and be over soon. Just look at how unwilling your body is to let go of this precious angel... Thinking of you... sometimes the wait is the worst of all...

BW

[Shanti]

Sara, I only just found this thread I'm so sorry once again for your HUGE loss.... You know I am thinking of you and your DH every day and I am so proud of you for the way you've handled it all so far, you are doing so well.... cry when you need to cry, smile when you want to smile, and don't feel bad for any feelings you have as it is all normal

You have really gone through an emotional time the last few days I'm so sorry

[Heaven]

Thanks BW and Ren.

Well, more bad news for me. A family member is really unwell, we knew this was coming and I have to go away tomorrow morning early. Don't know how long for, probably 2 wks. We were planning on going on the weekend anyway for a holiday but now I just have to go a bit earlier.
ANYWAY, I'm meant to have my Dr appt tomorrow morning for the results of my BT and whatever else. So I rang them but she's not there today, my 2nd BT results haven't came back but the first have and they said HCG: 8900 and Progesterone: 28. So it really doesn't mean anything, can't see how fast it's going down or anything. But they've written a note for the Dr to ring me tomorrow to talk about it.
So, what I want to know is, I'm going away, there's nothing I have to worry about is there? Unless something happens and I'm feeling really sick or bleeding a lot? Then I will go to the hospital down there. It's still just spotting at the moment but has increased a bit the last 2 days, still not much tho. Any advice on what I have to do, look out for or anything??
Thanks girls.