Just wanted to give you massive hugs. I know exactly how you feel, and it is terrible. Every time I think Im really over it, I have some set back. Just today I cried in public because I heard a lady say she was due in August. It hit me like a ton of bricks. We cant ttc until another 2 months because of the issues my Dr found and its killing me, feels like it will never happen.

If you are feeling ok most of the time and just have grief setbacks, then I think you are fine. Its totally normal, and I dont think you should ever feel like your loss is any less valid because it was in the first trimester. Hugs again.