MD - Im so sorry for your loss. My first m/c followed the same rollercoaster ride as your and it hurts like hell after youve seen the heartbeating to be told it has stopped. You are not gulity of anything, m/c is really, really hard and you are reacting in a natural way.

I told DS the truth, it was awful, but I knew I had to. Your DD is still quite young so you shouldnt get too many questions.

As for how you go on...well you just do because you have to, and trying again is an emotional experience.

Huge hugs, Im so sorry.