I believe I am losing again.

**~Kim~** · March 6th, 2008, 04:48 PM

oh good.

**bettyboop** · March 6th, 2008, 05:48 PM

praying for you , tomorrow is a new day and hoping we hear some good news.

**~breeze~** · March 6th, 2008, 06:50 PM

Thats great news Cheryl, I'm so glad your levels are at a good level & the bleeding has stopped. Do try to get some rest.
Praying thats the last of your scares & your pregnancy from here on in is smooth

**Indadhanu** · March 7th, 2008, 05:06 AM

Oh!!!!!!!!

had another tear, I was so hoping you'd come on a write something like that. Sending some positive energy your way, and some sticky energy to your little bub in there... you have a strong one, just like its mummy!!!!

**csab** · March 7th, 2008, 05:43 AM

I feel so overwhelmed by all of your prayers and support and caring that I cannot bring the words out on how much you all have touched my life. I truley dont know how I would have coped if it wasnt for you all.

I was in such a dark place when I first posted this, as well as most of yesterday yet you wonderful ladies and gent, helped me push forward. Although I am not sure what will happen over today, or the next few days, or even the next few weeks or months, I know that I have you all here that encourage me to never give up no matter how dark the sky seems. I am so grateful to each and everyone of you. So many of you have been here for me before as well, and I thank you for being here again.

I guess I will always have that fear of another m/c lurking, and I may never really know what the causes of them were. Yet it really is a scarey time for me, which sometimes I wonder why I put myself thru it all, however the overwhelming feeling of my family not being complete is what drives me to keep trying until my dream is reached by having a healthy, happy baby in my arms. I am praying that this one I am carrying is the one. Only time will tell....

Thanks again everyone. I really appreciate every single one of you. Lots of hugs.

Cheryl

**gorgeous_lea** · March 7th, 2008, 06:16 AM

I was so sad when i read your post Cheryl

But i really believe that everything will be fine

I'm so glad everyone on here has helped you to stay positive and get through the last couple of days, im sending you as many sticky vibes as i can !!!!

Take care of yourself please

Lea x

**blackduckies** · March 7th, 2008, 06:27 AM

Hi Cheryl, glad the spotting has stopped. Sounds like this may be a rollercoaster ride and a half. That doubling time is fine, my doubling time after 6000HCG went from 40hours to 54,78,109,126,180. I have to say intially I was very stressed, but that is just what happens and as you know to date we are fine. Put your ticker back girl and keep thinking about this baby in a good way. Thinking of you and I will be keeping on checking.

**csab** · March 7th, 2008, 06:28 AM

GL - Thanks sweety, I have kept my DD home from school today, as she isnt really well, yet it I can try and keep my feet up most of the day today too. Have been fighting a headache since last night and thought I had got rid of it, yet it has returned. So will need to try and get rid of it again. I really want to be confident about this pg, yet I guess I am too afraid to get any of my hopes up jic. Hugs. Hope your well. I notice 23weeks. I'm so glad everything seems to be going well for you hun.

**csab** · March 7th, 2008, 06:33 AM

Pam - Thanks for giving me that info on your doubling times. I am really very glad that all is going well for you and your little bub as you know. It really does seem to be a roller coaster ride we have been on doesnt it. It would be nice if it was smooth sailing. I think I will give the ticker a miss until I see the HB. Sort of felt like it jinxed me IYKWIM.

**Indadhanu** · March 7th, 2008, 06:37 AM

Do whatever you feel is right csab... I held off getting my av changed until now (I think Ambah is working on it

) as I was so scared of jinxing it... just do whatever feels right :hugs:
Still sending you all those vibes, I really hope this one is your healthy bubba. Be strong, and keeping sharing the load with us as much as you feel you can. :hugs:

**csab** · March 7th, 2008, 06:50 AM

Thanks Alisia, I am so glad all is going well for you, cant believe you are almost 19weeks. So proud of you. When I started to have the show, the ticker was the first to go... Had only just put it up the day before. Thought that I should put one hoping that the lil one would have an incentive to stick even tho I had my doubts about it. Thanks again. Hugs

**blackduckies** · March 7th, 2008, 07:02 AM

Cheryl, did'nt mean to sound bossy, absolutely do whatever is better for you!!! Get those DVD's on for your little one, hopefully she is going to be okay and you don't have to do much, heachache go away.

**MsPink** · March 7th, 2008, 07:49 AM

I have one word to say to you friend....

YAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!!!!!!!

All looking good!!!

**Rumpleteaser** · March 7th, 2008, 07:52 AM

I'm glad to hear the bleeding settled down. I will keep praying for a

bub. Take it easy and take care of yourself.

**Heaven** · March 7th, 2008, 08:03 AM

Oh Cheryl that is the best news I've had all week!!!!!!!!!!! I'm so glad the spotting has stopped. :hugs: try and get some rest if you can. I will still be praying for you.

**Nicambhar** · March 7th, 2008, 08:10 AM

So glad the spotting has stopped and your levels are good. Keep those feet up and make sure you rest up heaps. xx

**dusty** · March 7th, 2008, 08:23 AM

ahhhhh cheryl, the best news all day. i am glad you can seek comfort and support in here hun. we are here for you. you have been such an amazing support to so many of us gals. love your style hun. you hang in there and send your munchkin lots of happy growing vibes.

xx