I feel so overwhelmed by all of your prayers and support and caring that I cannot bring the words out on how much you all have touched my life. I truley dont know how I would have coped if it wasnt for you all.

I was in such a dark place when I first posted this, as well as most of yesterday yet you wonderful ladies and gent, helped me push forward. Although I am not sure what will happen over today, or the next few days, or even the next few weeks or months, I know that I have you all here that encourage me to never give up no matter how dark the sky seems. I am so grateful to each and everyone of you. So many of you have been here for me before as well, and I thank you for being here again.

I guess I will always have that fear of another m/c lurking, and I may never really know what the causes of them were. Yet it really is a scarey time for me, which sometimes I wonder why I put myself thru it all, however the overwhelming feeling of my family not being complete is what drives me to keep trying until my dream is reached by having a healthy, happy baby in my arms. I am praying that this one I am carrying is the one. Only time will tell....

Thanks again everyone. I really appreciate every single one of you. Lots of hugs.

Cheryl