Tegan, I'm sorry you have hit a big & painful bump on this one. I dont think people ever gtruly 'get over' these particular heartaches.... it is part of you now & when you feel the sadness & pain over your loss that is just your angel squeezing you so tight that your heart aches.... your angel is part of you now..... it has formed a little piece of Tegan.

Your angel was asked, for whatever reason, to wait & so it is... patiently.

Big hugs to you.....