Aww Naomi, I am so sorry you are going through this again. :hugs:

Please know, it definitley wasn't your fault. There was nothing you could do to prevent this. I wish there was something I could do for you, to take the pain away.

I would definitley suggest you talk to Rick and let him know what has happened. You may find it will help you with grieving , esp if you grieve together. I know for me it would've been ten times harder to heal if it wasn't for Rob and all the wonderful girls here on BB. Sometmes it does help to talk about things and let it all out. By the sounds of it Rick is a very caring and supportive guy and will be there for you no matter what.

I totally know how you feel about wanting to TTC again, after a m/c. I know after my 2 m/cs all I wanted to do was TTC again and become pregnant again. i wanted to start to straight away but was told to wait for 2 AFs which I admit was so very hard seeing and hearing of all these people getting BFPs and being pregnant. You will be p againoneday and give eirth to a beautiful healthy little baby, so please do not ever feel it won't happen, because it will.

Please take time out to grieve. Scream, yell, punch a pillow, do whatever you feel you need to do. Also remember we are all here for you if you ever want to chat.

Take Care of yourself.

Thinking of you.

Love
Kazz
xoxoxox