Hi ladies. I thought I might join you if that's ok.

I've just had my fourth miscarriage from five cycles trying to conceive #3. My DH is overseas working at the moment so I'm here alone feeling so miserable. I've now had 7 losses at various stages and for various reasons, and I'm just so weary of the whole process. I have two beautiful daughters and I am so grateful for them, and I know I am a lot luckier than so many lovely ladies, but I am so desperate for another baby. I feel as if someone is playing a cruel trick on me - "yep, you can get pregnant at the drop of a hat but it won't stick". We are supposed to be starting with a fertility specialist when my DH gets home but I just don't know I have the strength to keep trying.

I come in and read this thread and it just makes me so sad. So many women with broken hearts. It all just seems so very unfair.