Sara, huge hugs to you today as you have to do what no mother should ever have to. Im thinking of you today Just wanted to let you know your thoughts echo mine re the unfairness and why me, that my baby should be alive and kicking. As for TTC, I dont know what to do either. All my plans for next year have changed and sometimes I cant handle knowing that. I hate the morning...when you realise its real and not a dream. Its all so unfair, we dont deserve this, none of us do