Hunni, nice big breath now...... It's not all doom and gloom! The stupid nurse was probably having a bad day, I don't know why she wasn't more supportive. She shouldn't IMO say it's not looking good. Your numbers are going up and as you've said, they are going up in the normal range. Try and think/stay positive hun as hards as that is to do. Sress is not helping anything. Big hugs lovely