Thanks Freya - had bloods done so the nervous wait is on, feeling very negative today I must say. Although the nurse I saw today said she probably wouldn't have told me the same given it was only 48 hours, she didn't really explain that whole 48-72 thing when I asked but did say that they might've got my blood right when it was about to peak and if we had've waited even another 12 hours the numbers may have been completely different. I'm trying to hold onto that hope, but it's hard.

As for yourself, I know that feeling all too well and I feel for you. I have found it so hard around people who are pregnant, have even had an issue with one of the girls from playgroup about it, I just find because they are pregnant they are so insensitive to those of us who are having problems getting there, especially if you've already got a child/children, how many times do you have to hear, oh well at least you have so and so, you should be grateful as some don't even have that. Yes, that is true and of course I'm grateful you twat! One of the girls in my playgroup (she just had her 2nd a week ago) said to me a couple of months ago that just because things weren't working out for me didn't give me the right to make her feel like she couldn't talk about her pregnancy......I was stunned as I'd never said anything to suggest such a thing. The more I thought about it the more I thought well since when have you ever asked me how I'm going, how I'm feeling, how the treatment works................hmmm let's see - NEVER! I was so upset I actually could've punched her in the face! I don't think I'll ever understand it Freya, but just know that we do understand and we'll always be here to give you a cyber cuddle and I am always up for sharing a block of chocolate! xxxx