Hi DG - how far along are you now? I can totally understand as I feel the same, torn between wanting to be happy and excited and just expecting it to fail like the last 3 have. It's going to be a long 8 weeks for me that's for sure.

Hi Freya - like DG said please, if you need to talk that is what we're here for, we understand as we've been there and we want nothing more than for you to feel safe and loved. xx