Goldi and Anthony, My heart goes out to you both,
Your post both made me cry, and make me feel love,,,,,,the love you both share, and is holding you both so closly together now when you need each other the most.
I just know that god has a very special baby just awaiting you both, but is just waiting the perfect moment for you to be blessed with it, and it will be so blessed to have such a wonderful mummy and daddy.
I will be keeping you both close in my hearts :hugs: