Oh Goldi - i am sooooo sorry for u and Anthony...i am still crying for u both. I can't even begin to understand what u have been going through. i will be praying that the two of u are soon blessed with the perfect baby u desire...and because of this experience u will make an even more deserving and loving parent. It really is beautiful to se that u and Anthony have been drawn even closer together through this time. U both are in my thoughts and prayers