I really thought i was going to hear some good news - so i am so sorry to hear that you have lost your baby. It is also very difficult too to see someone so happy when you are so down...we are all here for you.:hugs:
Ellie - what a kick in the guts seeing your workmate at the clinic. All these negative experiences will make you stronger in the end & more determined than ever I hope. You are an inspiration Ellie & I am praying for you to get through the next weeks/ months ok.
Well another day begins. I actually slept really well...emotional exhaustion will do that. I got really angry on the phone to my mum last night. She has this amazing way of making everything about her and last night was not the time to do that...lets just say I was quite 'assertive' and told her exactly how she was making me feel with her 'one liner' make herself feel better comments...poor DH...when I got off the phone he had to ask who I was talking to...he couldn't work it out...he was really amazed when I told him it was mum...his comment 'bet you feel better'...yep...I do!
Ellie
I don't think I can answer any of your questions. But I have lost an angel and I have got a mum who always changes the subject to her when I talk to her. I just listen to her probs as sometimes I'm greatfull that she gives me something else to think about or a problem to work out for her. As all I do these days is go around on auto pilot she stimulates my mind some days and makes me as angry as hell others.
As for something to do to other than house work try knitting. I have become a scarf knitter in the last 6 months every one has a scarf this winter, I only know one stitch lol
Books don't do it for me as I can't concentrate.
Will you be getting an u/s next week to check if there is a heartbeat because your levels are still going up.
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we are all so sad to hear of your loss.
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