Ad and I are both happy to be here alone..... we have the two big boys, watching tele in the back lounge, and H in bed. DD and the 2 little boys are at a sleepover and ma and pas house......I would much prefer it just us....

Ad would like me to call an ambo as soon as bub passes, and app I should birth/pass clots over a bucket etc to monitor things? Ad would like the ambo on the way, so they can take me to hossy, and look after me should there be excess bleeding...... so the 'safer" way for him to handle things.... poor Ad....... he is so so soft, and its killing him....

the bleeding has slowed, but my cervix is very very short now..... (using gloved fingers)