Thanks Hayley, congratulations on the birth of your baby. You must be so proud. It was shocking to get the news that there was something potentially wrong and then there was something wrong, but I try to stay in the present moment and life is pretty busy so no time to sit and dwell. Besides nothing I do, say or feel will bring my only son back and make life different. I mind children for a living so I am surrounded by them. Well thanks for the hooroo and enjoy your baby. Mummacassdy