Thank you everyone for your kind words and all your thoughts. I really appreciate it and am so grateful for each and every one of you taking the time to reply to my post.

I'm getting there - up and down a bit, but getting there. Trying desperately to focus on the future, but it's hard. I feel pretty anxious, but I guess I just have to keep trying.

P.S. You're a gem, Dan, thanks for popping in!