Sounds like I need to give my right boob a rest and just accept its going to be the dud performer! LOL, thats ok. Like I need to stress about that right now.

DD received a blood transfusion today which is normal and was expected. She was lovely and settled when I went to see her this afternoon. They are holding her feeds for the next 24 hours as her tummy has reacted again which is something they're watching.

I am craving more cuddles with her - the last few days when I've been in its been very busy for them so its been a bit hard. This is one of the main reasons I need to spend longer blocks of time with her. I'm also struggling going in alone. DP & I kind of visit in shifts ATM so one of us can be with DS, but I need his strength some days when I'm by her cotside.

Thank you all for your support xox