Can a strong trusted friend or family member go with you? Or meet you for lunch there? Even before we started having visitors I would try and have someone come and see me when I would have lunch or a coffee for a sanity break. Strong and trusted sounds a bit naff I know but a friend like that visited from interstate and came with me for a few days when I was really low and boy did her strength lift me up.

hope you get more cuddles soon and she gets back to her milk.

I used to be quite distressed about my different boobs, but your rightie is not a dud performer. It is doing its best too. I used to ask new nurses on if they know what I could do, asked an LC, midwife, etc. Finally I accepted it and thought if the visible difference remains this bad I can get a "booster" for the leftie. It settled down after a few months but I still would not wear a bikini top in summer if you know what I mean LOL!