I am sorry I haven't been in. I have only just been holding it together & I needed to step back for a little time & really be around for my kids. I think my son is depressed - he won't let me out of his sight. Won't play AFL (he LOVES it), doesn't want to go to school, friends houses... He is worrying me. They are all seeing a psychologist and tht is great for then to be able to talk with another adult.

I haven't seen or heard from Ruby and the FWOTY still won't give me any information. He has been served his court papers & the date for the first return is the 31st of this month. So 30 days time. But who's counting hey!

They haven't seen their Dad since the 2nd of April. He's reduced his taxable income. He won't pay a cent towards the mortgage and it's now in arrears... Life is hard here right now.

Michelle sweetheart I hope you received my messages - please know you are in my thoughts and prayers. I will try and reach you over the weekend again. I too read all the lovely messages and articles - he was much loved by so many - & I know your heart breaks all over again when a time like the park etc occurs. Just know you are loved so much

Janie I am glad all went well with the op - he is such a beautiful baby!

Willow - thinking of your Nan & you.