Deb, will be thinking of you as always. I hope Monday goes as smoothly as possible.

Life here is in a process of upheaval. I've been off work for two weeks, will be off for another week, and in reality probably will not ever return other than to collect the last of my belongings and be formally farewelled. Physically and mentally I just can't do it any more. After going through so much to simply have Sam here, I can't go on giving all that I have to other people's children and having nothing left for him at the end of the day. DH will be returning to full time work and I will be applying for a disability support pension as the state I am in right now is just that bad... and doesn't look like changing any time soon, if ever.

At least I will be free to meet with people during the week again, which will help my mental health return... just not sure if my physical health will ever approach any kind of normal any time soon.

BW