Just a quick one to thank Mako, Willow and Freya (had to think so I didn't write the real names ) for a lovely time catching up today and for the beautiful bears with our babies *in-utero* names on them. They are gorgeous and Lily was asleep before we got out of the carpark!!! Oscar on the other hand is refusing - again!!! So I am hoping he will stay awake until dinner time and an early night but I am not holding my breath. I would love a nap (perfect weather for it!!) but I doubt that is going to happen.

Well today Greg has been dead for 8 weeks and we have roughly 8 weeks until this baby arrives. Halfway between heaven and hell I spent the weekend in tears a lot of the time but not so much today. It is still hard but tomorrow I am doing a course just for me to help in the lead up to the birth of this baby and also to help manage the aftermath. I need to find that mental space to be able to do this so any additional skills will help.

Lisa - hope you got some rest

Jayne - get the new computer. Then set up a wireless network and you can chat to us in any room and even take it to bed Fantastic job with the weight loss too!!!!

Bun - it must be so hard for your sister And being away from family is always rough.

Deb - thinking about you today

Big hellos to everyone xx