Michelle,

I just wrote a long and profound (I'd like to think) message and the stupid thing got lost.

So, in short, I know exactly what you are going through and fully understand. No matter what happens we will all be here for you. No judgement, no critisism.

Having been brought up with special need kids since I was 3, I do appreciate how the family unit can be affected. I remember having very negative thoughts at times when I was growing up.
But we are all different and must each travel our own path.

We will help you with the journey NO MATTER WHAT.

Love and hugs,
Debbie