Just a very quick one from me, i'll update properly when home. Things aren't bad, but they're not good either. Michelle, you are in my thoughts . We will all respect your decision, it is YOURS after all. But don't feel you need to make one now, you may find that your feelings change on a daily basis atm. It's okay to go with that, and use this time of waiting to work out how you feel. Massive hugs my friend xoxo