Lee - Massive hugs. I think it's a great idea to go and see someone. I hope the infant nurse can suggest a good councellor for you. Well done on taking the first step. As for your MIL... what can I say to that.. my god!

Deb - Holy cow.. 13.7kgs is brilliant!! Hope you're doing ok hun. Hugs.

Spring - Well done on making it official and good luck hun.. it's not going to be easy but you can do iit!!!!

Jayne - You go girl.. you're weight loss so far is brilliant.. that ticker is speeding along!!! Hope your sister is doing ok.. has she heard from 'him' yet?

Laney - How are you holding up? Hope you're doing better than I am!!

AFM - I'm trying to hang in there. Honestly, I've been way too tired to think too much about it all, which is good I guess. Yesterday was terrible, I couldn't keep my eyes open and just felt yuck. Then had a bad night last night, just couldn't sleep and felt a bit yuck. Didn't help that DH was up at 4am to get on a flight to Brisbane.. he'll be home late tonight. So today I have HEAPS of cleaning to do in preparation for my MIL arriving tomorrow avo, so that will be nice! Then, we have our first scan on Wednesday! Oh god.. it all starts again from there really... very, very scary! DH was saying last night that he thinks I've got more symptoms this time and he even went as far as to say that I'm more like I was when I was pg with DS.. so that's good to I guess. Don't want to get my hopes up though and don't know if he's just trying to calm me down or if he really means it... or if he's trying to talk himself into it all being ok... god it's hard.

Kel xx