Oh mako.. sending you so many massive hugs. I know it's hard.. you sound exactly how I felt after the last one and it's just not fair. I wish I had something inspiring and insightful to say that would help even just the tinest little bit but just know that I'm thinking of you ALL the time and praying things start looking up for you soon. I hope the bleeding settles down, I think I've been lucky with my D&C's and haven't really had a lot of bleeding, only ever on the day of and day after, then it settled down and I just had lots of brown cm (sorry if tmi).

As for the TTing.. thanks for asking.. I've just been letting Luke determine what he wants to do and it's really up and down. Overall we've had lots of accidents but since I relaxed about it all, it's been much easier to deal with - LOL. Late last week he turned a big corner though (probably becuase I've been spending a lot more time at home).. and he's pretty much there now!!! The last four or five days have been accident free.. he's even telling me when he needs to go now and just last night he started telling us we weren't allowed in there with him!!!! Soooo funny. Problem is that he doesn't push his willy down enough and sometimes we get a big fountain of wee going everywhere!!!! But at least he's going and doesn't have a problem doing poo on the toilet either so I'm rapped!! It's wonderful. He gets distracted when we're out though and the other day did a poo in his undies at the park... but usually I still put pull ups on him (which is probably why he poo'd, coz he's normally got the pull ups on).. not ready to stop that yet but we'll get there!!

Must go and keep cleaning, have the MIL coming over tomorrow. Should be good.

Kel xxx