Mako - That actually makes total sense re Dr S. I'm just sorry you haven't found him to be as good as I did I think you need to regroup before you make any decisions about that sort of stuff anyway. You'll know what to do in time Glad you're staying home for easter. I think a quiet weekend at home will do you the world of good.

Kelly - Woot! Congrats on a great scan. Have my fingers crossed it's the start of great things to come

Well what an afternoon - the door handle on D's door is a bit dodgy. This afternoon I was in there settling him for a sleep after we got home from school and the handle fell off and D and I were stuck in there with the other two kids out in the house on their own After 20 mins of calling out to V and D screaming every time I called out to her she finally found us. I tried to get her to fix the handle from her side but she couldn't do it. Told her to get the phone and tried to instruct her how to call the ILs through the door but the poor little thing was in such a state she couldn't do it. She kept crying "oh mummy, you'll be stuck in there forever and I'll never see you again. I can't get you out mummy, I can't get you out!" and sobbing her poor heart out. After about 10 mins of this and just as I started to feel a HUGE panic attack creep up on me, I remember the window! D's room is at the front of the house so I just broke the screen and climbed out and DD let me in through the front door. The poor thing, she was so shaken up!

I'm supposed to be going to the gym very soon but might give it a miss. Needless to say D has not had a second sleep so will probably be feral this evening